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Monday, January 25, 2016

RSVP Fuzzy Photons Meeting This Week/ Hoarding, Peeing, Suffering, Politics

Hello All,
Please RSVP if you will be joining us in heart centered awareness this week Tuesday evening 7-9 pm  or heart centered awareness with ME field awareness Thursday afternoon 1-3 pm. Both offer a way to deal with our daily lives from a more authentic place of heart and beyond the limits our reasoning minds can come up with. 

So what might hoarding, peeing, suffering and politics have to do with each other? 

These were our topics in group! We noticed it was all about flow of energies and direction and if, when, where. Hoarding in our houses and de-cluttering, holding onto our circular thoughts about suffering. The signals of the bladder: lack of or too much. We had the body politic, office politics, the country’s politics, global politics.
An overnight urinary tract infection might just have been stuck energies about family politics. How to deal with a mother who can never get enough and keeps stacking stuff and what to do about it when it is in your house. How to notice that what was once important is now willing to move on to someone else. Let them discover the treasure you know is possible within it. And then, there is the Suffering. We are told sometimes that suffering is good, which is not helpful usually but can be a pervasive mainstay in our daily lives.  
We each individually give meaning to everything in our worlds. We give it to every piece of paper, rock, person etc and often to our self generating thoughts. Someone else may say what is important and you may accept that or not. What may register as valuable to me may not find such favor with you. We look to share common principles of ethics and morals but don’t always. Then when you get into the personal arena you can have real differences. I just walked through a retro furnishing store and was amazed at all the stuff people think is cute and redeemable from the past and then to a new furniture store and how wondered some more.
Circular thinking is addictive. I have spent a great deal of energy and time and concern about items in my life and about items that were given to me by well meaning others or inherited or well intended actions that didn’t play out that way. Items ready to go to others or for sale can turn out to have not much value in the bigger world. Then you can see how much money people spend on stuff that to me would have no value or beauty or worth. and really meant something to some one else and a trap to another. Our emotions get a real work out. Then there is the stuff that cost a lot at one time and has since lost value but it is fixed in our minds as worthy still. And it may be. Well built, well designed items were a value in our past that our current times of technology date stuff as obsolescent or old in a few months. 
So we go to our heart centered unified field. We get out of our emotional and rational mindsets of attachment and logic and access clarity. Out of the quiet comes the sacred. We can hear what we want to hear, what we are afraid to hear, what we know we will hear and we are okay with it. From out of this source there is Love for who we were in the past, and how we be now. It takes courage to listen and act sometimes. It can challenge us to do the right thing. We have to be willing to listen beneath the emotions of fear, love, compromise and empathy. We then can make a choice of action and feeling and  be clear in our intention. Then we can release the sticky burden and be okay about our choices. Sometimes the best choice is to do nothing different. But this will now come out of understanding and compassion for self and not from fear or denial.  

Let go of the judgments when you come up against them. Listen for them. Check the energy still present. It may have cleared. It may be in a flow state again. It came in. It can go out.

Change Your Story, Change Your Life!  

Monday, January 18, 2016

Bearing Fruit

Hello All,

Please RSVP if you will be joining us in heart centered awareness tomorrow night Tuesday 7-9pm. This group is open to all. Please consider joining us in ME field fun on Thursday 1-3pm. Open to all students who have attended any of the ME seminars.

My Tree of Life is bearing fruit. Stuff is showing up at home and in group, in old patterns, ready to have the Joy plucked and enjoyed.

Please access heart centered awareness before you read the following. It is not intended to be anything other than an opportunity to examine and explore something we all know. It is something present in most religious beliefs and doctrines in different ways and in different guises. From within your connection to Consciousness allow yourself to relax and just notice information forming and undoing. The answers for this Universe and our earth and the people residing upon it are inside you.  

Many of us know Suffering. Which is really about a energetic pattern that is about suffering. Could be a pattern about anything. But some of us know suffering intimately. There are so many ways to suffer, about anything. Most all of us cause it at some point in dealing with others and ourselves accidentally or intentionally. We have all fallen victim to it in some way. Sometimes we don't recognize it as such anymore except as the constant ache. And maybe you have a lot of aches that don't go away anymore.

What would it be like to be neutral to suffering? Though it may be hard to hear, there is nothing wrong with suffering. A little goes a long way. It is as old as mankind and probably before. It is a powerful tool for change and direction. What would it be like to not to know suffering, to know of suffering, or to experience suffering? It is powerful. It allows for sympathy, empathy and compassion to develop. But past making its' acquaintance do we need to know it as a lifestyle? Where did we discern that it was okay to know and then lose the distinctions of a little, into alot, into always?

We think, we feel, we think and feel at the same time. How we think can determine how we feel. How does it feel to suffer physically, mentally, emotionally, spiritually, psychically? Why do we do it, maybe need it, or crave it, or enjoy it? Or do we? Is suffering just a habit or an unwanted or unintended outcome? What are the conditions that it is okay or worth it? Do we have to take the good with the bad? It has to be get worse before it gets better? It can hurt so bad and feel so good. Misery loves company. We allow it to be okay to be uncomfortable with these thoughts. We can live with these assumptions in the Morphic field of Suffering at times. Is it any different when it is physical or emotional or mental or psychic? It can be a matter of sensitivity and insensitivity. How many times do we accept pain and suffering as outcome because, why? Somebody told you that you had to or could expect to?

Consciousness is at play always. Suffering is something humans do. How we bring our human interactions and feelings into the realm of Consciousness and elevate and alleviate the suffering is what we strive for. It can be done. We do it daily as our practice of being. We take our human concerns into the Field of the Heart, the collective consciousness into the sacred we hold within. Here the suffering and issues start to break down into the pieces of information swimming in the sea of potential. Here answers asked for will rise up. If you don't have to rationalize, reason, or excuse, our mind states of logic are free to relax. It is deep where our answers lie.
Do you need to suffer? What would it be like to choose something different? From within your center, notice. Does someone come to mind or does a particular issue or memory show up? Just allow yourself to ask and see what value suffering may have in your scheme of things. Only then can it be different, back into the sea of potential and something new to experience.

What would it be like to pluck the ripened fruit of your Tree of Life and enjoy and marvel and joyously taste the juice of Joy?



Change Your Story, Change Your Life!

Monday, January 4, 2016

Fuzzy Photons Dance/ Tree of Life Fruit: Joy

Hello All,

Due to weather concerns I am canceling our Tuesday evening group. If it feels comfortable for our ME trained group to meet on Thursday afternoon 1-3pm please RSVP. My awareness is that we are always safe to meet and get home but maybe.... What if it was?

If you are interested in creating and evolving in your awareness as self through art you are invited to join us here on Friday 1-4pm. All those interested in art and how to explore themselves using it as the medium to inner conversations are welcome. Call for more details at 503-285-0708.  Please RSVP to
Tree of Joy

When we access heart and our authentic voices in group you begin to realize how much we run on assumption. Because Heart is all about no story, just bits and pieces of information that have coalesced into patterns. If you realize that it is all just fuzzy photons which are bits of light in arrays of patterns you can start to engage differently and it is fun to see what is possible. Those fuzzy photons are subject to change. Just because a pattern is a pattern doesn't mean it has to stay in that particular pattern. Change how you feel and relate in your story and your life begins to play out in new ways.

I have decided that my inner Tree of Life bears the fruit of Joy. Knowledge is all about the joy that one can reap from Wisdom. The magic of my tree is that it blooms all year round. No particular season. It is always fruitful. And it never runs out. It just may blossom somewhere else on the tree.

It has taken me many years to get to this version of my life. My tree has gone through many incarnations and variations of a theme, the theme being "Life Is". All are now present in this tree that showed up on my fireplace mantle in early December. I created it and we have decided we like it so much we are not yet ready to take it down. It is the symbol for us about our harvest as we experience our winter.

Let this year be about the harvest of Joy. How to live life from that space. I have been through many other stages that Life can embody and this will be my focus this year. What will your year be about? What if you could choose? What if you were free to decide the course of your life? We always are and it's determination happens mainly from our assumptions about the past and future being the same. In this reality mindset nothing is changeable or mutable. More just a wearing down of more of the same. You get old and die.

As I start this year and look at the energy of resolutions and come from a much gentler loving version of myself I am free to engage Joy in new ways. I can experience Joy and still feel the pull of unrequited energies. One doesn't necessarily negate the other. The pull is less though as it comes into reference of Joy.

Maybe take the time to access yours sense of Heart Centered Awareness and your authentic voice. Notice how you relate to the idea of Joy as being real and center in your being. You might find you need to play with your patterns a bit to align with it. Is is in a state of of something that happens to others or not long lasting and see what else is possible. Sense your conditions about it. Is it real? Can it be?

What would you call the fruit that is ripe on your Tree of Life?

Happy 2016!



Change Your Story, Change Your Life!