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Monday, August 24, 2015

Fuzzy Photons Update/ Home Schooled

Hello Out There!

Please RSVP if you will be joining me for Conscious Conversations with Janet Tuesday evening 7-9pm. Our conversations come from within heart centered awareness and we go deep! We have really been enjoying the fun. For those new to playing as Consciousness and in the field of potential stuff is happening. For those of you trained in Matrix Energetics you can come play then or on Thursday afternoon 1-3pm. Both are great opportunities if you are wanting a shift in your awareness about some area in your life. 

 We have all been "home schooled" in our emotional terrains. A friend on this mailing list sent the below to me. Lighthearted it may be i thought it provides an excellent way in re-framing statements and emotions that are lingering from vioices we have heard in the past. I remember hearing them or similar statements. I don't have children to repeat them to but i can imagine at times i might have said such things. And they may not have sounded funny or filled us with emotional warm and fuzzies if spoken menacingly.   

We have been noticing in group and elsewhere how emotional energies have been up and out lately and this really struck me as a fun way to look at the old. We are playing with Consciousness here. Let's see about taking the blame and judgment out of what is ringing in our interior spaces often compartmentalized away. Now that we are adults utilizing new perspectives, let's re-encode the voices that are still perhaps locked away. 

 Access your sense of heart centered awareness, the field of Unified Consciousness and see what you become aware of that will dance to a different tune. Take them one at a time and see what you notice. If you were "home schooled" a bit differently in your youth.....



1. My mother taught me TO APPRECIATE A JOB WELL DONE . 
"If you're going to kill each other, do it outside, I just finished cleaning." 

 2. My mother taught me RELIGION. 
 "You better pray that will come out of the carpet." 

 3. My father taught me about TIME TRAVEL. 
 "If you don't straighten up, I'm going to knock you into the middle of next week!" 

4. My father taught me LOGIC. 
"Because I said so, that's why." 

 5. My mother taught me MORE LOGIC. 
 "If you fall out of that swing and break your neck, you're not going to the store with me." 

6. My mother taught me FORESIGHT. 
 "Make sure you wear clean underwear, in case you're in an accident." 

 7. My father taught me IRONY. 
 "Keep crying, and I'll give you something to cry about." 

 8. My mother taught me about the science of OSMOSIS . 
 "Shut your mouth and eat your supper." 

9. My mother taught me about CONTORTIONISM. 
 "Just you look at that dirt on the back of your neck?" 

 10. My mother taught me about STAMINA. 
"You'll sit there until all that spinach is gone." 

 11. My mother taught me about WEATHER. 
"This room of yours looks as if a tornado went through it." 

 12. My mother taught me about HYPOCRISY. 
 "If I told you once, I've told you a million times, don't exaggerate!" 

 13. My father taught me the CIRCLE OF LIFE. 
 "I brought you into this world, and I can take you out..." 

 14. My mother taught me about BEHAVIOR MODIFICATION .   
"Stop acting like your father!" 

 15. My mother taught me about ENVY. 
 "There are millions of less fortunate children in this world who don't have wonderful parents like you do." 

 16. My mother taught me about ANTICIPATION. 
"Just wait until we get home." 

 17. My mother taught me about RECEIVING. 
 "You are going to get it from your father when he gets home!" 

 18. My mother taught me MEDICAL SCIENCE. 
"If you don't stop crossing your eyes, they are going to get stuck that way."

 19. My mother taught me ESP. 
 "Put your sweater on; don't you think I know when you are cold?" 

20. My father taught me HUMOUR. 
"When that lawn mower cuts off your toes, don't come running to me." 

21. My mother taught me HOW TO BECOME AN ADULT .   
 "If you don't eat your vegetables, you'll never grow up." 

 22. My mother taught me GENETICS. 
 "You're just like your father." 

 23. My mother taught me about my ROOTS. 
 "Shut that door behind you, do you think you were born in a barn?" 

24. My mother taught me WISDOM. 
 "When you get to be my age, you'll understand. “

25. My father taught me about JUSTICE. 
 "One day you'll have kids, and I hope they turn out just like you!" 

Monday, August 10, 2015

Fuzzy Photons Update/A state of Hold?

Hello Out There,

Please RSVP if you will be joining our Tuesday evening 7-9pm Fuzzy Photons in Conscious
Conversations with Janet. This group is all about being in heart centered awareness. It is open to all fascinated by life. Or please RSVP if you will be joining our Matrix Energetics play group Thursday afternoon 1-3pm which is open to only those who have attended a ME seminar.

I am in the state of Oregon. I am sitting here typing while on hold for the last ten minutes.  The elaborateness of the automated phone system is not too reassuring after all. There is no personal contact. I have no way to get ahold of who I need to talk with. I was forwarded to this place by a person in the system who was in the state of Missouri, USA. A nice person who wanted to help and sent me into oblivion. I have no idea where I am. The weak monotone Musak playing is not entertaining or reassuring.

Considering that I am on hold with the long distance service of AT&T I think it is cosmically
funny.This service, under the banner of AT&T is apparently not AT&T and requires a call to disconnect.I decide to hang up and call and enter the system again. Somehow my answers to the automated system connected me in a new way, a new state. Now I manage to talk with a real person who is in the state of Texas,USA where she says she knows lots of stuff and that I am automatically dropped from the long distance service that is no longer AT&T. So I can hang up knowing that all is well.

Differences in the state of Missouri and Texas would not seem much. It is in the people inhabiting them where it gets tricky. Different levels of perception and knowledge of how their system works and all the different components.

This would seem to be a great metaphor about consciousness and our internal processes. We have a body, a mind, a connection to what we call some sense of Source, different levels found in the intelligence of the body, and all the ways we inhabit being. Miscommunication can be anywhere in our thinking and there can be limits of knowledge. Shifting to heart centered awareness and our knowing can bring different results.

Knowing is information that comes to us through the right brain that is free of form. Knowledge
is information coming through the left brain as systems designs. Both are important but knowing
is connected to heart centered awareness.

We get stuck all the time. We get put on hold and forgotten within ourselves. We hold awareness
in different areas of our field. Let's think about flow. Where you make an internal call for information and it shows up in some way. When we get stuck it is often as a result of information not flowing somewhere else.

So maybe take some time to access your sense of the field of Unified Consciousness and see what
lines of communication are working and not working. Where do you feel lack of or leaks in
awareness? Can you feel the limits in awareness in some way?  Look at your issue and put it someplace. Now look around and see what catches your eye, your ear, some sense. Allow it to fascinate you and take your attention. Interact with it and just notice. Let it resolve in some way and let go. Know that all is well.