Hello All,
Please RSVP if you will be joining us here for heart centered play Tuesday
evening 7-9pm or for ME play Thursday afternoon 1-3pm.
This week I am going to be attending two wonderful Matrix Energetics
seminars in the Seattle, WA area. It has been a year since I was there sitting
in a room filled with a group of such size exploring what it is to enjoy the
mysteries of mind and awareness. It is always fresh and vital no matter the
material, which I may be familiar with or not. It is the liveliness, vitality
and variety of individuals exploring being human that is the hook. Meeting old
friends and fellow explorers will be the delight. I hope you will join me
there.
What a beautiful week it has been here in Portland, Oregon. This is a very
special place. As is the place where you live. It is just different. Here, the
visuals of spring with its bright floral display and new green growth of grass
and bush are abundant and nourishing on so many levels. There is turmoil
elsewhere in the world and I can still find peace within. I can be dealing with
dementia in the family, have frustration with a medical system, and face hard
choices about loved ones and still hang onto that life is what you make it. My
realities and those I interact with are not always the same. Time and space mean
different things to different people. Sometimes others’ realities predominate.
But still I find myself able to hold to “okay” internally. That sense of well
being may recede or I may forget that in any one moment but in a moment it is
coming back. I find it supporting me as I go about daily life.
That wasn’t always the case. One thing that has become true for me is that
life is what you make it. Illness and its repercussions have dictated my life.
It reverberates long after the diseases have declined. I don’t need the disease
patterns as they were anymore. They only served to bring me to this point and
shape my being. They have served as anchor in consciousness, time and space. How
attached I am keeps shifting.
Consciousness technologies like the Yuen Method and to a greater degree
Matrix Energetics have allowed me a way to relax and feel more in control of my
life. There are no victims in this work or in the mind sets. Just individuals
experiencing life. Often from an overwhelmed space and limited viewpoints.
Individuals who have taken responsibility for others and all or let go of
personal responsibility. We are relationship based creatures. We are always
co-creating and often we do it from a fixed position. We assign ourselves roles
to play. My liking of people served my ability to feel for others and want to be
helpful. Or maybe it was the other way around or something in between. I much
better relate to these forces in my life today. I am much more in the “gift”
part of my awareness than the “wound” part of it. Wisdom is available.
Amidst the chaos of earthquake and war in far places and even here, life is
transcending, ending and beginning. Life is earth shattering and life ending at
times. Opportunities are created in every moment, and perhaps either not used or
deliberately decided for new choices in patterns of behavior.
Using ME’s great
awareness of the heart centered field of Unified Consciousness and it’s
relationship to potential has made all the difference in my world. It is an
updated version of old knowledge and knowing. It is something available to all
of us, not just the shaman or wizard. But maybe not valued or framed as the
shaman or wizard would. That is the nature of awareness. It is everywhere,
always. But, and here is the big “but” of all, not always recognized or engaged
by each of us. We have it within us if we allow for it. Awareness is available
to all of us whether we are conscious of it or not. We are all at different
places within the spectrum of awareness. Sometimes it is easier, safer, to act
powerless and allow others to dictate and make our choices and set our
boundaries. Some of us hold no awareness about much of anything. There is no
drive to look deeper, inward. Some times we find ourselves in circumstances
beyond our conscious control, making choices when there are no choices. And then
again, sometimes and some of us choose to play the game of life differently.
Neither right nor wrong it is always consciousness experiencing, consciousness
evolving.
Love,
janet
