Hello All,
Fuzzy Photon Play Groups Alert:
Please RSVP if you will be joining me for play in our heart centered play
group Tuesday evening 7-9pm PDT. It is open to all, no training necessary, who want to join in heart centered awareness to explore life. Or RSVP if you will be joining us for our Matrix Energetics play group Thursday
afternoon 1-3pm PDT this week.
We haven’t had snowfall this season. But, we have had the
delight of the cherry blossom snow starting to fall. You can see it all over the ground and everywhere the rain and wind send it. It sticks to everything when it is wet.
In groups this last week age, ageism, and what that feels like and means came up. We are
all getting older but we don’t have to get old. Old is a state of mind. I am
into ageless myself. But for some, aging and the issues in the Morphic field
about it can be quite strong. In certain societies we are living physically
longer. But not always necessarily better. We are not perhaps enjoying maturing as it would
seem to mean less function, not necessarily wiser movements. Becoming more
efficient in our use of time and space and body doesn’t bring reward, just a
sense of loss of what was. You can feel your growth hormones stopping production. If you are single and alone there is perhaps no one to share
the burdens with ease. We can be resistant to the idea of help as we see it as
charity and loss of function. Instead of the division of labor. Money certainly
comes into play and having the resources to have assistance.
Retirement and how we deal with that was mentioned. For people who have
worked hard all their life continuing to be viable can be very important. We are
living long enough now to retire. It was brought to our attention about a 67
year old Polish adventurer, with no specific training, who had kayaked, yes
kayaked, from Spain to Florida by himself. Purposely taking the longest water
route between continents. Was at it for months. Apparently did it because he wanted to. (Note: His wife was quite angry
with him. Is that possible that was his motivation? I am just asking) Is it
possible to retire gracefully and move on from either the daily grind or the
mandatory rule of now you are in, now you are out? Perhaps you need to keep
resources coming in. Maybe you enjoy what you do and don't know how to give it up or translate it to other fun. Some attach age to their physical pain they are having now. They haven’t
had loss or ache much in the past but now they do. They are older now and the
body is not as forgiving as when they were younger or they worked through the
pain then.
You can hear all the biases at play can't you? I look to resonate to life being a continuum. Different energy levels at
different times in my life. Using my energies differently. Realizing that my age
shows in my taste in music as certain frames of reference are set internally as
I was maturing. Maturing can last a long time, a lifetime. The brain can lose
it’s ability to notice stuff in conscious ways. Depending our connection to the morphic field of aging we might have to encourage ourselves
to have new experiences and fresh thinking. Yet some of us look forward to not
having to make more choices. We maybe didn’t like the choices we made in the
past. We are tired. We can get stuck and dying is expected.
What we did notice it that at core is our attitude. Like it is for
everything. How do you encode growing older? As being less now and having peaked
at 30 and it has been downhill from there? Or, do you ascribe to the
realization that our bodies can be good for 200 years or so? Science would seem
to say that is our truth. But let's be honest. How many of us are navigating new
technologies easily or are feeling dated in how we use them or think about them?
Becoming older is fine if it doesn’t hurt. But what if you do hurt? The world
would seem to becoming a more hostile place. Yes? Maybe not. Maybe we are just
more aware of the world as a world and not just your isolated pocket of life.
Take your time this week to access heart space and unified consciousness
using Matrix Energetics or some other approach. Do you have issue with where you find yourself in your life? With
where you think you will find yourself in your life? Invite the conversation
with any of the above statements that registered to you and see what is there
waiting to explore. There can be a lot of emotional energy in your
field about all this. If there is fear present it will attract more of the same. Would you like to re-encode your patterns about long life, wanting to live a
long, enjoyable life and what that might mean to you? Whatever shows up let the grace of
warmth, support, non judgment be the medium and love it. What would it be like to enjoy season after season of cherry blossom snow for a very, very, very, long time?
P. S. I had mentioned that we had installed a rain chain in our recent redo of our yard drain. It was dry when we put it in and I mentioned enjoying the lyrical trickling of the rain that we would enjoy. LOL. Well, you can see and hear it in action if you use the following link. It wasn’t even heavy rain. http://youtu.be/B5SjlkssTlo
Love,
janet
